Zhen.. lets try it. I'll be amazed if I manage to get drunk.
[It's been awhile. She reluctantly pulled back to let him go and slowly drag her fingers from his hair to cup his cheek for a moment.]
Vell...as tired as you are, ve both need to live here. And.. I do appreciate you taking me on as your submissive because of zhis. Zo, maybe.. ve can just take care of each ozher for avhile until eizher she comes back or you find your vay back to our vorld.
It'll be an achievement if we get you drunk off wine.
[ he leans into the touch briefly before he turns toward the kitchen, all business on the way to get some wine and actual glasses. ]
I told you I would before she needed to contract before I did. What kind of vampire would I be if I went back on that? [ a sigh and he reappears with two glasses and an open bottle, gesturing toward the couch. ]
You've been trying to turn over a new leaf. I can't ignore that.
It'll be an achievement if I can drink it und not get sick.
[She smiles a little as he leans into the touch before letting him go. Rip waits for him to come back before moving towards the couch once he gestures to it and settles down, waiting for him to hand her a glass.]
I know, but...I am avare I can't go back to how I vas before zhe fort. Zhe only choice I haf is to change und adapt..to 'be better'.
[ he sits on the couch, pouring some wine into each glass before ripping into his own wrist with his teeth and filling her glass the rest of the way with his own blood. ]
Only one way to find out.
[ he picks up his own glass, wound healing instantly, then nods before he takes a drink. ]
It's good you realize that, at least. There are others who would hold staunchly to their old ways.
Mm, being stuck here without that outlet would do it for me.
[ he's thoughtful, and quiet, but there's really not much to say, is there? but then: ]
It's not about what others think of you. There are people that will think you monstrous simply for being a vampire, not knowing of the monstrous things you've done. But there will also be people that see you loving a human and think, ah, she hasn't lost all her humanity.
[At least they were similar in that regard. Rip wasn't really expecting him to answer her question, but, when he did..she listened and mulled over his advice. ]
Maybe.
[Another sip of her wine before she starts swirling it idly around her glass.]
But, it is vat it is. He makes me smile und I like being around him. Zhen again, I'm finding myself liking our times togezher as vell. Just.. not in zhe same vay.
[She nods and after a moment, she's leaning on him a little. Touch was a comfort to her and she knew it was one for him.. so.. She settled against his side.]
Even so, it's nice to haf someone from home. Vell, now zhat I'm not afraid of you. Besides, you can teach me how to actually vampire.
[ he curls an arm around her and it's definitely possessive. she's what he has to hang on to at the moment, after all. he takes another drink, then sets his glass aside. ]
Well, someone certainly needs to teach you. I still don't know how trying to properly change you would go, but we'd know in time for you to drink enough back to heal before you died.
[ a shrug. ]
We don't have to try it, but if it worked it would up your healing and fix your eyesight.
[Surprisingly she found his possessiveness a comfort as his arm settled around her. There was a part of her that... liked that. She'd liked it with Methos and now, with Alucard.
She kept toying with her glass, thinking about that possibility.]
Ve could try, zhough...I vas zhinking... maybe letting zomeone study me might help? If ve understood just vat Doc did, maybe ve can figure out how to.. complete it?
...If just straight up attempting to turn me doesn't vork, I mean.
[She's been thinking about it recently. Rip's had nothing but time to think in the fort after all.]
Besides, I'd love to haf my eyesight fixed. Or be able to heal like everyone else. It's...disturbing being zhe veakest vampire here. At least, zhe veakest of all zhe ones I've met so far.
I don't know of anyone with enough working knowledge of vampires to figure that out. But there's--Rosalind Lutece. She's going to be studying my seals, and she could study you. She created the synthetic blood I've been drinking. I just turned her recently.
[ wait, what? excuse me? ]
It's difficult, since you were created rather than turned. We could do something about it with enough knowledge, though.
[Pause. She blinks and tilts her head to look up at him.]
Hold on.. vhen did you turn someone?
[Because obviously that's the important part.]
...Und I don't zhink I've met her yet. I vas zhinking of going to Dr. Reid.. Ve may not exactly get along but, vell. He's zhe only vampire doctor I know.
[....]
Vell, zhen... lets find out more about vat vas done to me.
I don't know if we should involve him at all. If he finds out it's a lie he'll be rightfully furious, and I don't like being untruthful to begin with. We could tell Rosalind the truth and she should be willing to assist if only from scientific curiosity.
[ he's thoughtful about it a moment before nodding. ]
Out of everyone I've met, she's our best bet for a helpful look.
[Which meant she doubted lying to him would change anything. But, perhaps Alucard had a point.]
If you're sure she vill be villing to assist, zhen fine.Ve shall ask Rosalind. Besides, if I'm going to be your submissive, I may as vell meet your fledgling.
[Which is as close as they're going to get to Rip agreeing to his judgement on this matter. Though she did pause for a moment as she thought of something.]
As your sub, are you going to make me live vith you?
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Date: 2019-02-27 06:52 am (UTC)From:[It's been awhile. She reluctantly pulled back to let him go and slowly drag her fingers from his hair to cup his cheek for a moment.]
Vell...as tired as you are, ve both need to live here. And.. I do appreciate you taking me on as your submissive because of zhis. Zo, maybe.. ve can just take care of each ozher for avhile until eizher she comes back or you find your vay back to our vorld.
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Date: 2019-02-27 06:59 am (UTC)From:[ he leans into the touch briefly before he turns toward the kitchen, all business on the way to get some wine and actual glasses. ]
I told you I would before she needed to contract before I did. What kind of vampire would I be if I went back on that? [ a sigh and he reappears with two glasses and an open bottle, gesturing toward the couch. ]
You've been trying to turn over a new leaf. I can't ignore that.
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Date: 2019-02-27 07:08 am (UTC)From:[She smiles a little as he leans into the touch before letting him go. Rip waits for him to come back before moving towards the couch once he gestures to it and settles down, waiting for him to hand her a glass.]
I know, but...I am avare I can't go back to how I vas before zhe fort. Zhe only choice I haf is to change und adapt..to 'be better'.
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Date: 2019-02-27 07:14 am (UTC)From:[ he sits on the couch, pouring some wine into each glass before ripping into his own wrist with his teeth and filling her glass the rest of the way with his own blood. ]
Only one way to find out.
[ he picks up his own glass, wound healing instantly, then nods before he takes a drink. ]
It's good you realize that, at least. There are others who would hold staunchly to their old ways.
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Date: 2019-02-27 07:30 am (UTC)From:I suppose so.
[She takes her own glass to take a sip and savor it. So far so good anyway..]
Vho is to say I von't hold on to zome of zhem? I'm just.. more flexible zhan most people realize. Ozhervise, I'd be dead.
[She took another sip of her wine, though perhaps.. downing half of it in one go was a little more than a 'sip']
Besides, my 'old vays' ... vould be at odds vith zome of zhe zhings I've been doing anyvay.
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Date: 2019-02-27 07:40 am (UTC)From:[ blandly. it's good to talk about something other than integra. he well knows rip would be dead if she wasn't flexible, so he nods.
he arches an eyebrow at her downing so much of it at once, taking another sip of his own. so much for caution, rip. ]
Oh? At least you realize that.
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Date: 2019-02-27 07:44 am (UTC)From:I figured as much. But, I doubt you'll be opposed to my love of slaughtering people just so long as I aim my more destructive impulses correctly.
[Like say at LIES people. ]
Und as long as I aim zhose impulses avay from our fellow captives.
[...She was never good at caution, okay?]
Besides...I zhink I'm falling for a human. My 'old vays' vould razher I just kill him und move on. So yes, I realize it razher vell.
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Date: 2019-02-27 08:24 am (UTC)From:[ he nods, satisfied. ]
Here, they're not our enemies. Even if they would be at home.
[ then... he takes a long drink over 'falling for a human,' because it hits closer to home than she may realize. ]
Hold on to that emotion. It's what'll keep you from being a monster.
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Date: 2019-02-27 08:31 am (UTC)From:[She glances towards him as he takes a long drink before refocusing on her own wine as if it's the most interesting thing in the room.]
How can you be zo sure? Zhere are already plenty of people here zhat consider me a monster und I doubt loving him vill change zhat.
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Date: 2019-02-27 08:35 am (UTC)From:[ he's thoughtful, and quiet, but there's really not much to say, is there? but then: ]
It's not about what others think of you. There are people that will think you monstrous simply for being a vampire, not knowing of the monstrous things you've done. But there will also be people that see you loving a human and think, ah, she hasn't lost all her humanity.
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Date: 2019-02-27 08:55 am (UTC)From:Maybe.
[Another sip of her wine before she starts swirling it idly around her glass.]
But, it is vat it is. He makes me smile und I like being around him. Zhen again, I'm finding myself liking our times togezher as vell. Just.. not in zhe same vay.
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Date: 2019-02-28 01:07 am (UTC)From:he downs the rest of his wine, pouring himself another glass and settling back again with it. he sighs. ]
If you have something like that, keep it. [ he closes his eyes, tipping his head back. ]
Our times are enjoyable, I'll agree. But not in the way that you feel about this human.
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Date: 2019-02-28 01:28 am (UTC)From:Even so, it's nice to haf someone from home. Vell, now zhat I'm not afraid of you. Besides, you can teach me how to actually vampire.
[She smiles slightly.]
So at least zhere's zhat?
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Date: 2019-02-28 05:20 am (UTC)From:I agree. Don't go anywhere. [ not that she wants to, he knows. ] I can teach you plenty of things.
[ a sigh. ]
Small favors, right?
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Date: 2019-02-28 05:29 am (UTC)From:[She shifts to rest her head against his shoulder and just sort of curls up against his side with her glass in hand.]
Zhen...consider me your villing student. It's about time I learned properly.
[She nods against his shoulder slightly. Yes, definitely small favors.]
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Date: 2019-02-28 07:41 am (UTC)From:[ he curls an arm around her and it's definitely possessive. she's what he has to hang on to at the moment, after all. he takes another drink, then sets his glass aside. ]
Well, someone certainly needs to teach you. I still don't know how trying to properly change you would go, but we'd know in time for you to drink enough back to heal before you died.
[ a shrug. ]
We don't have to try it, but if it worked it would up your healing and fix your eyesight.
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Date: 2019-02-28 07:47 am (UTC)From:She kept toying with her glass, thinking about that possibility.]
Ve could try, zhough...I vas zhinking... maybe letting zomeone study me might help? If ve understood just vat Doc did, maybe ve can figure out how to.. complete it?
...If just straight up attempting to turn me doesn't vork, I mean.
[She's been thinking about it recently. Rip's had nothing but time to think in the fort after all.]
Besides, I'd love to haf my eyesight fixed. Or be able to heal like everyone else. It's...disturbing being zhe veakest vampire here. At least, zhe veakest of all zhe ones I've met so far.
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Date: 2019-02-28 08:18 am (UTC)From:[ wait, what? excuse me? ]
It's difficult, since you were created rather than turned. We could do something about it with enough knowledge, though.
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Date: 2019-02-28 08:23 am (UTC)From:Hold on.. vhen did you turn someone?
[Because obviously that's the important part.]
...Und I don't zhink I've met her yet. I vas zhinking of going to Dr. Reid.. Ve may not exactly get along but, vell. He's zhe only vampire doctor I know.
[....]
Vell, zhen... lets find out more about vat vas done to me.
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Date: 2019-02-28 08:25 am (UTC)From:[ a sigh, but he nods. ]
The good doctor would never assist us in making you more vampire-like. I can guarantee you that, based on his reaction to me the last time I went in.
[ he was REAL MAD about rosalind, that's for sure. ]
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Date: 2019-02-28 08:48 am (UTC)From:[That he wasn't breaking his own rules. Though, she could hardly blame anyone for wanting to be a vampire anyway.]
Vell, I vas going to frame it as he could study me so he could reverse it.
[She shrugged a little. Even though Rip had no intentions of giving up her vampiric status, artificial or not.]
But, I'm not even sure if he vould agree. Like I said, ve don't get along und I'm not exactly fond of one of his colleagues.
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Date: 2019-02-28 10:09 am (UTC)From:[ he's thoughtful about it a moment before nodding. ]
Out of everyone I've met, she's our best bet for a helpful look.
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Date: 2019-02-28 10:27 am (UTC)From:[Which meant she doubted lying to him would change anything. But, perhaps Alucard had a point.]
If you're sure she vill be villing to assist, zhen fine.Ve shall ask Rosalind. Besides, if I'm going to be your submissive, I may as vell meet your fledgling.
[Which is as close as they're going to get to Rip agreeing to his judgement on this matter. Though she did pause for a moment as she thought of something.]
As your sub, are you going to make me live vith you?